.: An Anniversary :. Thursday, September 30, 2004 01:49 a.m.
Ah yeah...it's been a whole year since CBF first opened. For those of you unfamiliar with CBF, it stands for Click-B Fantasy. Its a forum I found in February. Even though it has only been about 8 months since I've joined, I've made so many close friends and have been able to meet some of them in person. I've been involved with so many forums before but only at CBF can I call people family. Everyone is so close and consider each other sisters (and brother). To celebrate CBF's 1 year anniversary, a lot of us have done some kooky things to celebrate but this one has to be the best. If you have some time, check it out. Lucee made a slideshow with pictures gathered throughout the year. Wahh got me all teary-eyed XD such a baby I am. Anyways, for those who have the time to check it out, take a look. I'm in there a billion times!! ^^ and the song is Kokuhaku by Click-B. The Click-B Fantasy 1yr. Anniversary Slideshow
For those from CBF reading this journal entry, I love you all!! This year has been nothing short of amazing because of you guys. I'm so glad that I always have you guys by my side no matter how far you are. May we have another wonderful year together!! ^^ *hugglez and kisses!!* eww...maybe not the kisses... ^^;;;
.: P-chan Back Again! :. Saturday, September 18, 2004 12:45 a.m.
Listening to: "Dear Jessie" ~ Rollergirl
Whmm...it's been quite awhile since I've updated. What has happened since the last time...I don't even remember. I learned to drive, I got a car, I moved to the east side of the Columbus. Those are the big things I guess.
I have 3 different blogs so I try my best to keep each other updated but this general one is getting kinda hard because my life has been engulfed by korean media (hence my xanga is always updated) and then sometimes I have something to whine about so I have my livejournal and of course you have to be on my friends list to see the locked entries. *sighs* I've done nothing but go to work and stuff. Classes are starting back up for me soon so hopefully that will occupy some more of my time.
I decided that I will open up a new site soon. I'm not totally into the whole parapara thing as much as I used to but I established paraparastage and the last thing I want to do is shut it down. Anyways, I will be starting a k-pop/k-drama site soon under the URL, noege.com. Noege means "for you" in korean. That's the only thing I could think of since other common words were taken. Plus, Noege is the name of Click-B's 3.5 album which is extremely rare to get. Oh well, this is a little tiny update. Just leaving a note so you guys know I'm still alive. I'll write a bigger entry later on.
.: :. Friday, June 11, 2004 11:30 a.m.
P-chan: I'm tired...not sleepy...but I should get some rest.
Lucee: kk good night! have sweet dreams of sangie!
P-chan: Of course! and maybe some naughty ones of Ssangie too ^.~ lol j/k!
Lucee: u know u don't mean the j/k part!
P-chan: hahaha and you're right.
Lucee: LOL!
Our conversations are always hilarious no matter what XD I love you Lucee!! hahaha
There was one time that Brigitte said she had her webcam on so we were like both on MSN. I wish I saved the conversation because it was just too good. She was talking about how skinny she is and also her skin color and how she doesn't like it. I told her I would love to be a bit darker and skinnier and I just remember her saying, "I don't want a brown ass!" and I remember responding with, "at least you don't have a ghostly white ass." Brigitte is total coolies. I feel like I never have to hold back. A lot of the CBF people are a bit younger so I always try to set an example but Brigitte is 18 so ya know it's alright to be loud ^_^
That KISS Ent. concert won't be held on July 10th like everyone wanted it to. I just hope that the CBF family can meet up sometime soon. I think this is one of those rare times where I actually have girl friends. You guys know me...I don't like girls. I don't get along with 99.5% of them. The CBF girls are different in my eyes. All have their own personalities and they're not afraid to let it show. They're not fake like a lot of girls are these days. If they have something to say, they'll say it. Plus, we have a LOT of respect and love for each other. *muah muah muches* to you guys! I love you!
I've been getting into K-drama a lot these days. Been watching:
Beautiful Days
Winter Sonata
Let's Go To School Sang-Doo!
Hotelier
Plus I've been watching some K-Movies too like My Sassy Girl, Nae Sarang Ssagajy (my favorite!), Kiss Me Much, and Perfect Match. Yeah I'm in my Korean kick full swing these days. Also, trying to learn the language too ^.^
For those who don't know, my daddy has gotten me a car! You guys better watch out! I have three days off next week so I will probably go back home to practice driving and then when I come back to Columbus I'll take my driving test. That's pretty much the plan anyways... We'll see...but I'm so excited!!! ^.^ My first out of town trip will have to be to VA to visit my favorite dongseng Hana! Muchos love to ya, hun! I mustn't forget though to save up money. Still got that concert to go to in LA whenever it is. I can't miss it!
.: New P-Chan Pics! :. Saturday, June 5, 2004 02:43 a.m.
It's been awhile since I posted anything here >_< my bad! here's some semi-recent and recent pics for you guys.
RECENT! With Brown Hair ^^;;; boodles I miss the red...oh yeah and some funny comic pics from me and Stella's webcam war! The one with my blue mule thing (I named him TaeTae!) is my most recent taken 6/4/04.
SAENG-IL CHUKA HAEYO, KIM SANGHYUK!!! My baby turns 21 today ^.^ *celebrates hardcore* well...it's May 7th (his b-day IS May 7) in Korea so...hehehe me and the rest of CBF get to celebrate for two whole days!
XD!!!! my CBF banner....
.: Funny Quotes :. Friday, April 30, 2004 09:25 p.m.
Ya know...I have more Sanghyuk icons coming up XD I got so many new hot pics!! w00t!!! Someone actually e-mailed me and all she said was that Sanghyuk is so hot! Yes, he is!!
Hahaha I dunno what got into me but funny quotes of the day (only quotes that people seriously got a laugh out of):
"At least I'm watching Ssangie on Click-b vs. NRG. He's so hawt I'd rape him XD" ~ P-chan
"lol!!! exclamation mark multiplied by 153 cubed. xox" ~ Stella (in response)
"Click-B ish always yummy! no.. they're not just yummy, they're DELICIOUS!!" ~ JaeJae-chan
"man...ssangie looks so freaking tasty.... *_* man I would do such bad things to him if he was in front of me...." ~ P-chan
"Click-B all wet... @_@" ~ JaeJae
"I wanna rub my hands all over his sexy body..." ~ P-chan (watching Sanghyuk in the pool)
"i'd do that to Jjong if i could. I CAN'T BE PREGGIE WEN I'M 13!!" ~ Dae
"I called Sanghyuk pretty....pretty boy..." ~ P-chan (speaking in cantonese on CBF Radio)
"Lisie called me poa..." ~ P-chan (poa = grandma)
.: A Change of Pace :. Monday, April 19, 2004 12:49 a.m.
HAHAHAHAHA!!! This goes like perfectly with the previous entry conversation I had with Lucee!! XD
Anyways, I'm really happy to have found such wonderful friends on Click-B Fantasy. They seriously put a smile on my face from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. We have the most funny conversations EVER! XD hahaha I gotta make a webpage so I can post them up sometime.
BTW, for those who don't know. CBF has their own radio station now. It is my gift to CBF for giving me so much joy. People keep on calling me the lead DJ or whatever but I think we're all equal and as one unit. There are 5 DJs currently and the station is on 24/7 (or we TRY...). It's getting pretty popular and I can't be happier ^_^ I get to share something this cool with like everyone...hehehe. HAPPIE!!!!!
Nothing much going on these days. I miss the LLG group...I really do...I just don't have the time to make it over there >_< I haven't seen anyone for a very long time. I guess I'm still trying to settle down right now. I'm not ready to go out and be goofy again yet. I just wanna work and go to school, save up, get my life in order first. I think it's really important right now that I concentrate on life rather than fun... BUT I AM going to Michigan with Arnell this Wednesday! XD HAWT!!!!!!
.: A Funny Convo :. Monday, April 12, 2004 10:50 a.m.
lucee: haha want to take a lil quiz?
lucee: pretti cute haha
XxMeilinxX: sure
lucee: say the first word that pops up in ur head
XxMeilinxX: k
lucee: say ire walking in a forest, who r u with?
XxMeilinxX: sanghyuk...
lucee: hehe
XxMeilinxX: :-D
lucee: #2. As ure walking through the forst, u c an animal, wat is it?
lucee: forest*
XxMeilinxX: panda!!
XxMeilinxX: O.o panda in a forest?
lucee: haha no clue
lucee: LOl
lucee: #3. coming out of the forst, u are already an adult; an independent adult. in this future, how big is ur house?
XxMeilinxX: BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG
lucee: #4. Does your house have a fence?
XxMeilinxX: no
XxMeilinxX: it has a gate
lucee: #5. Inside your house, you have a dinner table. Wats on it?
XxMeilinxX: shrimp
lucee: #6. Wats around your table?
XxMeilinxX: chairs?
lucee: #7. your spouse that u were walking with hands you a cup, what is your cup made of?
XxMeilinxX: glass
lucee: #8. wat do you do with a cup?
lucee: the*
XxMeilinxX: drink from it
lucee: #9. In your backyard, there is a body of water. What is your body of water in your bckyard?
XxMeilinxX: a little kiddie pool
lucee: and finaly, #10. how do you get across the body of water to the other side?
XxMeilinxX: I step right through it!
lucee: lOl
lucee: okee
lucee: for # 1 u put sanghyuk, it is suppose to mean: the person u were walking in the forest with is the person who means the most to you
lucee: hahah is that true?
lucee: LOl
XxMeilinxX: of course!!! XD
lucee: haha
lucee: 2. u put panda which means: the size of your animal represents the size of your problems u have currently having....
lucee: which means u have semi- problem?
lucee: i assume?
XxMeilinxX: *nods*
lucee: 3. U put BIGGGG it means" the size of your house represents your materialistic nature. bigger the house, the nigger of a materialist u r.
XxMeilinxX: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO _o_
lucee: hahah lOl
XxMeilinxX: all I need is my ssangie!!!
lucee: hahaha
lucee: 4. u put no.. as in fence.. it means: u are open minded.
XxMeilinxX: yay!!! that's me!
lucee: hahah lOl
lucee: 5. u put shrimp meaning: tfood, exhibits your need to fulfill yourself, or the need to prove urself
XxMeilinxX: prove myself to sanghyuk...yeah yeah yea
lucee: haha
lucee: 6. u put chairs: meaning thinkgs aroung it represent yhour status in the futre. Chairs represent loneliness but not for long time
XxMeilinxX: I get sanghyuk soon?!?!?!?!
lucee: haha maybe^^
lucee: hahah
XxMeilinxX: hawt.... ^.^
lucee: 7. u put glass: the cupp material represents how fragile ur love is, or how fragile ur relationship is
XxMeilinxX: *nod nod nod nod nod*
lucee: better not break the glass
lucee: LOl
XxMeilinxX: yeah I get very hurt when someone else loves my ssangie...lol
lucee: 8. wat u picked to do wit ur cup means wat u do to ur spouse. Drinking from it means u "drink" from ur spouse aka using him/her
lucee: lOl
lucee: hmmm.... poor sanghyuk
XxMeilinxX: LOL!!!!!!!!
lucee: lOl JKJK
XxMeilinxX: omg!!! LOL this has been the funniest night EVER!
lucee: haha lOl
XxMeilinxX: well with that one the sex will be good! LOL XD
lucee: HAHAH u shud hear the next to questions
lucee: LOL
lucee: HAHAH
XxMeilinxX: hahaha
lucee: okee.... #9. u put a kiddie pool meaning: the size of the body of water u chose represesnts the amount of sex u want (>.<) Pond- not that much. lake- average. Ocean- 24/7. pool- semi
lucee: lOl
XxMeilinxX: damn!!!!!!
lucee: lOl least u didnt pick a huge pool
lucee: lOl
XxMeilinxX: LOL
XxMeilinxX: I rather snuggle with him more anyways.... O:-)
lucee: and 10. You put step through it meaing: how wet u get in your water represnts how wet u will be when u have sex. (eheh) walking around it- little splashes here and there. boat- same, but u're in it now. Swimming- woah, slow down there hound-dog. walking though it: not too wet, but wet enough
lucee: Hmmmmm... lOl
lucee: >.< I put swim through
XxMeilinxX: oi.....hahahaha
XxMeilinxX: I guess I'm good for that part!
lucee: yupp hahah
XxMeilinxX: :-P
XxMeilinxX: those were some funny answers
lucee: haha i KNoe
lucee: LOl
lucee: hahahah
XxMeilinxX: poor sanghyuk ain't gonna get much lovin...but when he does, it'll be really good, right?
lucee: yupp
lucee: hahah
lucee: juss not the drinkin part
lucee: lOl
XxMeilinxX: hahahaha
XxMeilinxX: yeah yeah no oral sex...lol
lucee: puahhaha
lucee: LOl
XxMeilinxX: I'm too hyper at 3am XD
XxMeilinxX: that was a lot of fun ^.^ thank you
.: DJ Koneko! :. Monday, April 5, 2004 03:00 a.m.
It's always been a dream of mine to be a DJ...and it has come true with the help of some of my friends Dae, Fey, Anna, and Stella (who will all be DJing with me), and the support of many CBF supports such as lucee, tintin, celine, missy, and all of the admins. *hugglez* I love you guys!! This all happened one night where we gathered into a chat room and listened to soompi radio after several of us requested Baek Jun Moo Pae, the DJ finally decided to play it for us XD I think that was the moment where we all thought it would be a cool idea for us to have our very own radio show!! Hearing everyone get excited I decided that this project should become reality. I e-mailed all the admins for permission to use the Click-B Fantasy name for the radio show and went ahead and paid for a month worth of service. Between the 5 DJs, we try to have the station up 24 hours/ 7 days a week. We've only been up a week and it's been very rare for us to find no listeners tuning in which is a blessing for all of us. We're happy that there's always someone out there who is listening to us. ^_^ happie!!! I'm so happie to have such great friends. Slowly and surely the DJs are obtaining their microphones. I can't wait to hear all of them talk!!! AND sing!!! ^.^ But yeah...I DJ from 9am to when I start work (which is usually around 2 or 3pm) and then when I get home (between 10 to midnight) and DJ until 3 or 4 am and do it all again!! At least I'm never alone when I DJ ^_^ I do get some requests for songs from several people so that always make things more exciting. All of the DJs hope that this will be a successful project and hope that we draw even more people from inside AND outside of the CBF forum. If you guys wanna take a listen, paste "fast.streammadness.com:8380" into your winamp playlist!! There is a link where you can add a URL. We don't just play korean music...we'll play anything on our computers which can be played XD
Aside from the radio broadcast, the school semester is FINALLY over for me!! YAY!!! I was so stressed out going to school full time and working full time as well. I started up CBF Radio during the last week of the semester so not only was I going to school and work full time, I was DJing for about 8 or 9 hours a day @_@ no sleep...ugh. But I enjoy what I do so I don't really complain. I wake up everyday at 9am with the determination to DJ XD great way to start off the day.
My parents are really pushing me to get a car and start driving so that is definitely next on my agenda. I really wanna do that!!! kekeke P-chan driving!! Get outta my way!!! *grins*
Man...I'm a busy girl aren't I....but it keeps life interesting I guess. I haven't seen a lot of my friends for quite a long time unfortunately...but I think once things slow down a bit, I'll make my rounds. I do miss everyone ;_; *waves* I'm very random right now...I started this entry at 3 and it's now 3:30...I'm writing and DJing at the same time. Doing a Click-B hour right now ^_^ Anyways...Eddie said that he might've found some Click-B albums out in Cali XD OmG!!!! I'm seriously so excited I'm going nuts!! HAPPIE!! so hopefully he can get some for me. This month I also got a new cell phone ^.^ ish purdy yeah!! I STILL can't put the To Be Continued midi on it because there's no data cable available ;_; that's all I wanted!!! *sniffles* oh well. I have my Sanghyuk as my celly wallpaper. SEXAY! ^.~
.: A Little Random :. Monday, March 22, 2004 10:26 a.m.
It's kinda fun...I made like 28 of these little icons and I numbered them so these days I just type in a random number an see which one I get XD surprise for me too!! ^.^ I feel kinda out of the loop because the first site I visit is CBF and Ivy and Missy are busy putting up a new layout so they closed the whole thing ;_; The joy of my day is goofing off there and chit chatting with everyone on AIM. Guess it's still early. Hopefully Dae will be on later. A few years ago, I found a nice family on solid07 and found one of my bestest best friends in the world, Rudy, on there. Unfortunately, after so many server crashes, everyone kinda went their own way. Now I have found another family on CBF. It just feels so wonderful being accepted into something and having everyone know your name. kam sa hae yo!
I have a 200pt marketing project I have to BS by tonight. I was talking with Chris from work last night and he said I was good at BSing work XD I guess so...let's see how well I'll do on this one. I just got one freaking week to go!! Last week! OmG I can't wait until it's over and I can take a little break. I've been doing pretty good so far bouncing back and forth from an A and B grade so hopefully it'll do just that and not drop to a C.
My poor Popalop is meowing like an idiot because she seriously needs to go to the vet but I dunno when I'll have the time to take her and get a ride too =( It's just getting annoying because she meows SOOOOOO freaking LOUD!! I wish she would calm down...seriously... *sighs*
I hope that today turns out to be a nice day. The sun is sorta out and I'm pretty optimistic about things at the moment. As usual, I planned to head down to Franklin to sell my books and I opted to wait until Thursday morning so I can go to Giant Eagle to pick up my paycheck, head down to Franklin and sell my books, and on my way back, stop by the bank to deposit all the money, then head to City Center to get some post earrings so I can change the ones I have in right now. Sounds like a plan. Let's hope I stick with it. AND THEN!! ATB ^.^ I can't wait! Me and Katie are going clubbing! I'm still deciding on what to wear because I know it's gonna be cold outside but probably way too hot inside...
Hmm...it's been awhile since I've really written anything here or in my bitch journal. Nothing really has been going on. Just a lot of school and work to worry about. Work is usually pretty decent. Good friends, good laughs, good times. It's always great working with everyone minus a certain male. Yesterday night was quite entertaining though. After the usual peeps left, I was working with Devin and Kristen and Greg ran in saying "call 911! a car is on fire!" of course we all got quite curious. After first it was just billowing out smoke and then next thing you know, it was a freaking bonfire out in the middle of the parking lot XD Kristen and Greg grabbed a fire extinguisher and tried to put out the flames but it was way too much. I stood by the exit doors talking to Tina (one of the front-end managers) and she was saying how she called 911 and the person on the other line was asking for so much info that she just told them to get their ass over here. It was just hilarious how she said it though XD "there is a car...on FIRE...in my parking lot! get down here!" kekeke I love working with Tina. man things were just bursting and we knew if the fire department took any longer, boom... >_< but they got there in time. yayyerz. so that was the excitement of the day. There is never a dull day at that store. I always tend to look forward to work just to see everyone and hey, if there is a bitchy customer, you bet they'll be the topic of ridicule for awhile.
There is a BEAUTIFUL gleaming white 3000GT sitting in the College Car Company lot. Man...if I had $7,000 *_* you all know that's my DREAM car and it's so fucking beautiful in white...and it's SO clean!! orgasmic.
Whmm...I've been kinda lazy with homework again. I gotta catch up. Even though I have at least a 90% in both classes, I need the grades to go up. I'm just glad I've made it through for this long. It's almost over...just need to be patient.
Soon...maybe this weekend...but soon, I'm gonna get myself a bass guitar ^.^ I have always loved muzak so I thought now is a good time to pick it back up again. Since my bro is learning guitar, I might as well learn bass and pretty much all my favorite peeps in bands have all been bass players (including my Ssangie!) so yep yep yepperz...maybe one day I'll be able to play something =Þ
SWEDISH FISH RAWKS MY WORLD!!!
.: New Layout! :. Tuesday, March 16, 2004 01:08 p.m.
Yay!! New layout featuring my Ssangie!! ^.^ I'll probably rotate pictures every couple of weeks. This layout isn't as fancy as my others but I want to keep as simple as possible this time. I'll do a real blog later. I'm gonna play some Pop'n Muzak now!
KonekoChan
is a 21 year old chinese girl who has nothing better to do than work,
go to school, and obsess over Click-B (they're SERIOUS!!). She likes collecting
plushies as well as random Bemani memorabilia, anything Click-B and Ayumi
Hamasaki, and Sanrio toys. She also likes playing video games, attending
dances and anime cons, and sitting in front of her computer for countless
hours. Her recent obsession is Kim Sang Hyuk from Click-B (hence the new
layout) and can't stop acting like a high school girl everytime she sees
a video clip or an image of him ^^;;;